so much so much... i dont know what im gonna do hahah

im not for sure.... im not even certain.... i feel odd

there is something not quite right.... its a familiar sense.... its warning me of something.... an overwhelming sadness.... people are going to be hurt.... im so lost in these thoughts i forget the things i need to finish.... i have things to do.... but i cant.... im disturbed....

so to continue on my tyrade on poetry....

we came across a small part that describes a lions body and a mans head in a dessert scense.... i duno about you but i first thought of the sphinx.... these foolios went all out and said it had to do with the apocolypes and some relgious catholic thing....

how wierd.... and kinda not necessary..... sometimes you just have to take the simplest meaning and take it litereal....

to me poetry has to flow.... tell a story.... describe a scene.... fill you with emotion.... and make you think about what the person is telling you....

sometimes the meaning isnt a grandiose interpretation.... but something simple.... poetry is nice to read.... but you have to find a simple meaning behind it before destrorying with interpretation....

so i dont know anything about poetry..... or literature..... or interpretations....

hahaha

so there was no water yesturday.... which completely sucks cuz i was hot and i needed water.... the whole day i was tired.... and bored.... coulnt use the bathroom at all.... tomorow will be the same too....

its oks.... it will be all worth it in end.... i hope....

aunts from canada are here.... i have to remember to keep up my wit.... there is gona be a lot of washing too bleh.... oh wells

today is just a lazy day... coulnt really do much.... wel i cant do much at all theses= dayz.... my productive level went way down....

gahh.... ants are stil pestering met too.... i sweat when i find out where htye are coming from im gonna bring hell....